I Just Want To See

He said, "'So You Missed Me?!"

Look, please don’t ask me things if you want me to be truthful.

How do you say? I’m unsure if I’m bored right now or if this Mars in Gemini is currently taking over. It's best to wait for honesty when that Venus in Virgo is here…

Maybe?

If I don’t show effort this might be a tell-tale sign of what was said years ago, “Ain’t nobody staying around with an attitude like that for their whole life.”

*Hair Flip*

“SO YOU MEAN SIIINNNNGLE???!!!????”

(In my best Souljah Boy sense of no-gaf)

Well anyway, that was then, this is now. Then Convenience was the word for the day, and happiness was not on site.

Alright try to stay in the present

My major Element was starting to kick in “Can we leave now?” “Did you get your things?” “Just because you didn’t shave your head last time don’t mean you might not this time”....”Alright then, keep it up.” “Wait, are you drifting?” “Girl...Hurry Up!!!!”

I don’t even know if I answered his question. Or for that matter any other question. All I know is, we left on better terms and with pleasant thoughts.

We Came. We Saw. We Conquered.

Maybe we both needed time, a second chance at a better impression, a different look at our reflections and present lives. We needed to see growth. That’s what it was, we needed to see, Growth.

Is it possible to meet someone great, but just at the wrong time? Definitely.

And if it happens, just know they have a life, a future, goals, mishaps, shortcomings, successes, and outcomes. You do too! If it’s fine to flow then flow, but if that toxicity has left a bruise or stain, just let Jesus wash it away, or clear it with sage, I don’t care what you do, just please know when it’s time to go. Seriously don't miss the queue. Let’s not get on what it looks like after the honeymoon. At least not today.

Just Feel This....

If life gifts you with crossing paths again, be better, be whole, stunt a bit.

Get something good out of the encounter. Even if it’s just smiles and goodbyes. Or reassurance. Be at peace, live in the moment, because as much curiosity may have occurred on your end, there was for sure a shared commonality on their end. No expressions are needed, sometimes you just have to see for yourself and breathe.